This is my experience with Laravel as well. Laravel looks great on the surface for a simple CRUD application, but once you need to do something non-trivial with it, you need to start fighting the framework. Also I dislike the large amount of magic happening within the framework. I want to understand what the code is doing, so that I can properly debug it in an emergency.

As a specific example I needed to override half of the classes of Laravel Passport within the DI container to fix issues upstream wouldn't acknowledge at the time / doesn't acknowledge. Some of them are fixed by now (e.g. they finally support non auto increment Client IDs OOTB), some of them are not when I last checked.

I wouldn't choose Laravel again.