I turn 30 in the summer. I feel immense regret for reasons I can’t really explain. I’ve been in the military (I felt like I belonged in the military more than any other place in life), I’ve had great jobs, made a lot of money, own a condo, am as “set” as I possibly could be at current job, have the ability to jump to other jobs.

Relationships haven’t been great, but also never really a problem or something I’ve overly desired. I do value some really close friends I’ve made through dating.

I don’t feel free.