Steppenwolf expressed this much better.
And yes, watching certain professors (not YouTubers) makes one's heart run faster.
I remember prof. Brian Harvey 2008 course (Scheme based) of old MIT courser by Eric Grimsin. Or Systematic approach by Gregor Kiczales, or Dan Grossman's "Programming languages" course.
And then you stumble upon another node_modules shit...
Andrew Ng was also very cool.