Ask HN: I can program, but have nothing to show for it. Where do I go from here?
I moved to my current city in 2019 to be with my partner and to work in software. I'd been through a rough year and wanted to get out of my hometown, and I moved without much of a plan. My line of thinking was this:
- It will be difficult to work without a degree, but
- There are a ton of developer positions here and as long as I can get my foot in the door, I'll be good.
I had some money saved up and eventually a small income here. But I had no luck getting any sort of software position. I felt like I was spiraling and applied to less places, but I kept my learning up. I've always been developing, and learning new things, so now I'm confident in my ability to program and learn anything I need, but I've screwed up on multiple fronts:
- I still have no professional software experience, years later
- I started a lot of my own projects instead of contributing to well known, Open Source ones, and
- Most of these projects are bespoke, hard-to-explain, and many are unfinished as I lost motivation after I learned what I needed to learn
I'm a bit defensive, but honestly I'm just ashamed. I now make sure to apply for jobs frequently, working on my resume, but I'm not even getting interviews. In the past, when I've had interviews, they've went quite well, but nothing has come of them.