The job has its downsides, and the worst thing that can happen to you is 1) be a first-time CEO, 2) have no PFM, and 3) have no safety net. If you hit that trifecta, it's not going to be easy. But here's the deal - you'll get through it, and you'll come out on the other side with a much improved mental model that will allow you to be more successful in your next go around. You may or may not ever achieve market-level compensation, and you may even end up in debt. But it will get easier each time you try, it will come the closest to being your own boss, you will learn more than doing anything else, and most importantly, you won't turn 70 and think of yourself as having not taking enough chances in your life.