Death rate from covid, or death rate from heart problems and blood clots in their lungs?

As someone (aged 42 years) with grandfathers on both sides that died from heart issues in their late 40s, early 50s, the side effects of the vaccines are more worrisome to me than the virus itself. I'm preparing myself to be excluded from society and yet I've already had covid and recovered from it, because that's not an acceptable form of prevention.

Oh well, back to my hillbilly roots I guess.