Leonard Susskind at Stanford has a series of courses specifically aimed at helping people get up to speed in understanding modern physics. Every several months I work up the enthusiasm to watch several lectures, and then I get distracted and forget it all. Clearly, it's because I'm not trying hard enough because there are so many other things to also be curious about. https://theoreticalminimum.com/
But I also wish that physics were less focused on understanding extremes, and more interested in understanding physical systems closer at hand. There are interesting recent-ish results found in the behavior of crumpling paper, collapsing piles of sand, or the 'legs' of wine in a glass. I suspect that we could have much richer conceptual tools for thinking about the physical world actually around us if only more resources went into looking at it, rather than into exploring how laws do or don't break down in extreme conditions that don't naturally exist near earth.