You cannot travel at or faster than the speed of light. I know this isn't satisfying, but that's why you've never had a clear answer.
As you approach the speed of light, (.9c, .99c, .999c...) two things happen.
1. Everything gets blue shifted. Light that would normally be coming at you in pretty shades of blue, green, and red become shades of ultra violet, then shades of x-rays, then shades of gamma rays.
2. More and more light arrives. As a result of length contraction/time dilation, you might get a century's worth of starlight in a second.
Depending on how fast you're going, the light coming in from in front of you might be extremely dangerous. Even a dim, cool Sun-like star might kill you with intense high energy gamma rays.
Left and right of you things would appear fairly normal.
Behind you, you'd have the opposite effect of what you see in front of you. Everything would be redshifted, and much lower intensity.