Oh sorry I understand that sounds dark. I'm not suicidal to be sure. There are other ways of go out before that.

It's just really how people my age feel looking at the world. We wanted things to be better and they aren't. War in Israel, pandemics where half the population can't even agree we are in one, political instability, the constant pressure to afford the life our parents had even though they had it easier. It's just a lot for our generation to deal with.