I'm in academia and had been idealizing overwork for quite a while ("the noble goal of devoting your life to science!"), but now have to fend off becoming cynical about the culture (increasingly after a parent with a blue collar-company died shortly before their well-earned retirement, stress played a role here).
I have met various of these types, obviously not all scientists are like this, but they seem to become more frequent the more one raises up the ladder:
* spending years in an excitingly different foreign country.. on a desk, experiencing little of what the country has to offer (think spending 10 years in California but never visiting Yosemite or the Grand Ganyon), sometimes condescending when told about travel experiences in the same country
* working up to the point where they appear to be in psychological pain and lost authentic interest
* complete tunnel vision about work
* abusive behaviour because of stress
* talking suicide in project meetings
* continuous smart drug usage
* lunch with them is usually cynical, edgy and negative
* regret that they've lost their 20s to academic work
Academically, these are often quite successful people whose ideas and scientific results are admired. I'd like to stay in academia but fear I will be erased from the system if I don't pay the same price. Is this view too negative? Can someone offer a different perspective here?
Could some older users share their (anecdotal) experiences and perspective on this topic? How did continuous heavy overwork pay off for people you have observed (or yourself)? Is this just temporary and can be overcome by smarter decisions about where to allocate energy?