Staying awake to treat depression (2018)
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>But forget the practical side of this for now. It looks like sleep is somehow renewing these people's depressions. As if depression is caused by some injury during sleep, heals part of the way during an average day (or all the way during an extra-long day of sleep deprivation) and then the same injury gets re-inflicted during sleep the next night.
Hypothesis being that something about a well rested mind lets a waking person check off more of a list of things to consider first thing in the morning.
The last time I made some headway on why I seem to endlessly procrastinate (said headway being enabled by, er, "self medication"), I came to the conclusion that it's because my brain sees a whole bunch of things to do, and instead of taking the rational approach of "well take things one at a time", it instead gets into a whirlwind of indecision, panics under the stress of all these things to do, and immediately starts reaching for an escape, thus compounding the problem. In the "self medicated" state my brain was more able to get into a groove of "okay, do $N more things" and actually make some headway, but only until the nausea caught up to me (at which point I had to force myself to call it a day).
My hope is that it's just a matter of tooling, and that a better toolset will help me get out of ruts without needing to rely on mind-altering substances.
Then I'd get frustrated with myself and probably go surf reddit for the rest of the day.
No system of any type has worked for me consistently.
Similar problems hit me with exercise. About the only system I have there is too obligate myself to finish something. For example, if I walk the dog a mile out, I have to walk the mile in, as well. Bike to work? I have to bike home now.
How I perform when I have a bad day is completely different from my performance on a good day. Something that's a task today might not be considered like one tomorrow.
There'll be days where I'll only do 25 small things then call it a day, and that's okay.
Can you permit yourself to subdivide those tasks that turn out to be more difficult?
I used to have an hour or so a week where I would consider what I called process improvement. And if anything ever really slows me down, I do consider that a priority.
I once found a weird import issue in a Google App Engine demo that, IIRC, traced back through to pip, virtualenv, and eventually setuptools.
In contrast, I find a relative peace at 3am, since it's merely a continuation of what I had been doing earlier that day. I'm in a groove, and there's no major decisions to make regarding my resource allocation.
Waking up is absolutely one of my least favorite parts of the day. It comes with a tremendous burden, especially when living alone and not having a fixed schedule or a boss.
I can give another off-the-cuff alternative: sleep deprivation reduces self-awareness, and thus self-report of depressed feelings. It might be that at this point the "brain" is more susceptible to treatment, but that's an entirely different matter.
It is generally accepted that the negative effects of sleep deprivation last longer than a day too. If you are sleep deprived you can't 'catch up' by sleeping in for a night or two (for example on the weekend).
The first few times I happened to do it was not because I was aware of the link (20 years ago nobody wrote about it). It was by accident because I've stayed up so late that dawn surprised me during a night of insomnia. So it made more sense to just power through the day with coffee rather than mess up my sleep pattern. It certainly works for me like some kind of reset.
She said it was for the patients whom were brought in because they just tried to kill themself’s, or told admittance they wanted to die.
I had the idiotic idea I could cure my dysthymia (Minor depression) by sleep deprivation, and it didn’t work at all.
Note how you haven't pointed to a single thing that's bad with his post, but nonetheless managed to sling several condescending accusations (has no clue, quasi-poetic, nonsense) at him...
And all that for a point where he doesn't even pretend to give any specific explanation or causual relationship or anything, just wants recap with a description of the outward appeareance of the phenomenon, precisely to show that we have no clue about it yet:
"It looks like sleep is somehow renewing these people's depressions. As if depression is caused by some injury during sleep, heals part of the way during an average day (or all the way during an extra-long day of sleep deprivation) and then the same injury gets re-inflicted during sleep the next night".
In TFA this is not an explanation of what happens, but an "it looks as if somehow" to highlight exactly the current lack of an explanation, an explicitly presented as such.
Ideally under supervision, at that. Near the very end:
>In the case of wake therapy, Benedetti cautions that it isn’t something people should try to administer to themselves at home. Particularly for anyone who has bipolar disorder, there’s a risk of it triggering a switch into mania – although in his experience, the risk is smaller than that posed by taking antidepressants. Keeping yourself awake overnight is also difficult, and some patients temporarily slip back into depression or enter a mixed mood state, which can be dangerous. “I want to be there to speak about it to them when it happens,” Benedetti says. Mixed states often precede suicide attempts.
Sleep deprivation is nothing to fuck around with. If you're emotionally unstable, it'll usually make that worse.
Exactly. My experience has been exactly the opposite of lessening depressive tendencies.
This study always needs to be qualified with "your mileage may vary".
I suspect a good lifestyle for me would be to have 26 hour days.
Taking sub-1mg doses of melatonin every night has helped me cope with a 24 hour day tremendously. Have you tried that?
I'm currently trying to get off melatonin and also get to a natural sleep cycle (meaning I won't have an alarm in the morning). But that usually means that I won't be able to fall asleep at night and I'll sleep forever in the morning if nothing external is waking me up. I'm not sure if I should continue or if I should just start taking melatonin again because it helps tremendously.
In most folks circadian rhythm is not exactly 24 but slightly more or less. In this case it is helpful to force the sync by getting exposure to sun light (or a source of similar quality) in the morning and religiously cut off exposure to light several hours before going to bed.
Ideally you completely filter out both blue and green wavelength (which trigger the suppression of melatonin) and keep overall levels low.
For more information see shift workers' strategies - they have to change their rhythm on a weekly basis.
Is the risk of taking a small amount of melatonin every day really something to worry about in the bigger picture, if it helps you and has a long history of being used for this purpose without problems?
Like lots of people here I just can't beat my tendencies to stay up late despite massively good sleep hygiene. I end up missing sleep, being cranky and depressive, and generally having a lower quality of life because I just don't feel like going to bed - and when I do make it to bed I ruminate for a long time before falling asleep. If no new information presents itself, I plan on keeping good habits and being on melatonin for the rest of my life.
It is worth mentioning that lifelong sleep deprivation is linked to different types of dementia in the elderly, so I’m not sure which is worse: persistent sleep problems or nightly hormone supplements.
I'll give it a little while longer before reintroducing melatonin into it.
It’s doubtful to me that pre-industrial folks had a ton of trouble going and staying to sleep.
And fwiw, “working out” helps, but isn’t the same as a day’s manual labor.
It makes sense to me that if we stimulate ourselves through sugar, caffeine, artificial light, information, worry etc that we can benefit from a mild depressive to balance the stimulus. The other option is a monk-like existence that I haven't been able to keep going for more than a few months at a time and wouldn't want to go back to.
Those are quite some experiences, each of which could have contributed to some form of recovery.
If I skip a night, I find I feel very productive and ready to work starting around 6am. I have a generally more positive outlook on things, I feel like I can achieve my goals etc. Mental clouding isn't too bad until the late afternoon, at which point I turn into a depressed lump incapable of doing things that require much mental effort. Mental health at this point basically returns to normal.
If I supplement this with additional (prescription) ADHD medication (taking it at around 1am, and at prescribed intervals until bedtime the next day) I'm actually in a pretty good place for an entire day. I feel barely physically impaired at all. I probably wouldn't operate heavy machinery or drive long distances (or with other people), but I can function quite well.
In either case, the next day is horrible. Oversleeping, feeling tired all day no matter what, sever brain fog, measurably worse reaction times. The improved mood is not worth it, especially when I'm already so used to dealing with it. I don't think I could physically stay up for two nights (three full days) in a row.
I have incredibly intense waking dreams for hours on end, I fall asleep and wake up up to 15 times in a row.
They are more intense then most psychedelic trips I've had. Lucid dreams feel like I'm some where between the material and metaphysical world.
I use the WILD or Wake-Initiated Lucid Dream method. It can be annoying sometimes because you essentially have to go through sleep paralysis every time, which can be terrifying if you don't know about it or aren't in the mood for it.
Copying this from another website but it sorta works like this;
> "Wake yourself up after 4 to 6 hours of sleep, get out of bed and stay up for anywhere between a few minutes to an hour before going back to bed. It is preferable that you do something related to lucid dreaming during this time, but it is not required.
Go back to bed and lie absolutely still, as if your body is melting into the mattress and losing all sensation. Silence your inner monologue if it starts to chime in. You may hear hypnagogic sounds, echoes of voices and other sounds in your head.
Once in the half-dream state, you will experience hypnagogia as a mixture of patterns and colors that take over your vision in the darkness. Observe your hypnagogia and stay relaxed, allowing it to hypnotize you and draw your awareness away from the outside world into the internal dream world that is starting to evolve now."
In high school when I first became insecure, I began to fall out of the sky.
From this time, flying became very unstable (swerving) and required a constant strain to resist the force of gravity -- and was accompanied by a constant fear of falling to my death.
More recently, as I am gaining confidence again, flying still requires concentration, but it is smooth and stable, and now most dreams are partly lucid and I know I will not be harmed even if I fall.
As for the mechanics, as a child I swam, as a teenager created an upward lifting force with my hands, and more recently I am pushing downward against something invisible (I almost feel like a quadcopter).
Any advice?
In other words, by trying and failing at something harder, I effortlessly achieved what had eluded me for 9 years.
I would recommend to anyone with depression that you first change your diet. Stop eating refined carbs & processed foods of any kind. Stick to basic fruits & vegetables with some whole grains, and beans for protein. Adapt this as your personal needs vary, and as you see fit. I think you'd probably be amazed how much eating well affects your mood, especially if you've never done it before for any long period of time.
Here's some more info on a good, simple, science-backed diet to follow: https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/nutritionsource/healthy-eating-...
What cured me was SSRI medication (Lexapro). I still try to maintain healthy diet and exercise but the SSRI was night and day. I had minimal side effects and it completely changed my life. My 2 cents.
Diet and exercise also helped tremendously and had lasting effects. I not only felt better, but it was earned. It took a lot of discipline to make this happen while depressed.
Therapy is what worked. Everything else was great at relieving symptoms, which gave me the capacity to work through therapy. But, for me, they didn’t act as a cure any more than cough syrup and chicken soup cure a cold.
The human brain is enormously complex. You can be depressed by patterns of thought, past trauma / historical issues, or simply a chemical imbalance. I firmly believe I had a chemical imbalance and the SSRI fixed it. It was seriously a night and day difference in my life.
I think there are many varied causes of depression and this is why the same techniques don’t work for everyone. But for my situation the drugs worked.
In particular, this gets rid of the "I must exert energy to do this" dynamic that can be an unbreakable barrier in a depressive state.
I highly recommend more people hydrate properly but I don’t blame people who have a hard time, especially if they don’t work tech jobs where bathroom breaks are plentiful. Some of my teacher friends have it rough.
"oh, have you tried more sunshine?", "try taking vitamin D, it's probably just a seasonal affective disorder", "just sleep well, eat well, drink well, don't do anything else and you're good to go"
How about just go see some damn doctors first, and who knows if they'll find something off with your thyroid, if they can't do anything but diagnose a severe depression, if your super-healthy-diet-2.0 is lacking in something and it's in your blind spot, etc.
This trend of lifestyle coaches telling obvious things is getting on my nerves quite frankly. I've drank your 3 liters of water per day, I've taken your vitamin D supplements in the winter, I've done the five kinds of fruit and veggies per day, I've done the low to no carb diets, I've done full years of thorough tracking on myfitnesspal, I've done the running frequently and lifting often. I've followed proper sleep habits that didn't budge even on weekends in order to retain a rhythm. I've gone on walks. And so on.
What I haven't done is get proper help with people who knew what the hell they were talking about, because everybody else was trying to be a damn doctor and telling me that the lemon in their hot water in the morning is probably the difference between my messed up self and their stable life. Proper treatments made the difference between life and death. Thanks everybody else..
SEE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THEY STUDIED.
The point is, you don't know if you have a small cut or a fracture. While the bandaid can help the lesser problem, you're going to have a very bad time if you let people advise you to just put bandaids on your fracture.
I'm not saying people shouldn't apply at all general tips, but people need to realize that it should mandatorily come with "and go seek professional help if your suffering is increasing or if it is hard to bear, no matter how long it takes". It should be encouraged, because people who are suffering from various kinds of issues like depression or bpd are likely already not wanting to go due to both psychological factors (anhedonia, anxiety disorders about what they'll find or how their finances affect them, self-abandonment) AND the state of their lives.
High-functioning depression? well there can be a degree of delusion to operate well enough ("It's not that bad" until you flip out). Or not functioning at all? then your income is likely lower than if you were feeling well, thus the financial stress and lack of access to convenient solutions for medical support. And then you just read people saying how they went from couch to being a CEO because they wake up at 5 every day and drink lots of water.. well cool for you, but if you were lucky that it wasn't a fracture that doesn't change the lack of diagnosis of MY thing!
Compared to "depressed? Just make nutrition an even taller barrier with an extra heap of guilt if you soft-fail!", it's at least benign, and beneficial for me
Depression is not about "your mood". Depression is not the same as feeling slightly unhappy. By all means, everyone should eat healthy foods. But if you have a medical condition (depression), get medical help.
Possibly relevant, I regularly get about 9 hours of sleep each night.
The antidepressant effect of sleep deprivation - https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=16557500 - March 2018 (155 comments)
From my teens to mid thirties, I often stayed up very late well until 4 am. Usually I’d find it very difficult to restore my sleeping hours so I would keep shifting forward, like sleeping at 11am, getting up at 8pm... until i was again up at like 5 am... then i managed normal waking hours for a few weeks and the cycle would repeat.
In hindsight I always felt safer at night. When the world seems to be asleep, i felt less pressure, it was quiet...
I also remember when staying awake longer or sleeping a few hours, it was pleasant in some ways, i didn’t feel as anxious, like sailing on a cloud.
The research doesn’t surprise me but sadly it is always a clinical perspective. These people are not genuinely cured of "depression" whatever is the clinical description. We know a lot more about the physiology of trauma these days, and there is almost always some type of trauma involved, meaning an experience of physical / emotional overwhelm, and a nervous system that never quite returned to normal. Usually there is a history of developmental trauma and / or tramatic events like violence, or serious accidents. Sometimes a stay in hospital can be traumatic as well, invasive procedures, lack of connection, etc.
Interestingly though, my mood was excellent - and not from playing the game. It was almost as if the fact I had been awake for so long itself is what made me happy.
It may also work as a prophylactic: recent studies suggest that teenagers whose parents set – and manage to enforce – earlier bedtimes are less at risk of depression and suicidal thinking. Like light therapy and sleep deprivation, the precise mechanism is unclear, but researchers suspect a closer fit between sleep time and the natural light–dark cycle is important.
I have an 8 year old girl and notice that every time the bedtime routine is delayed her behaviour gets worse both in the evening and the day after.
You don't understand depression, and you are not qualified to make suggestions to people with depression. Please stop.
We are talking about people who find it hard to get out of bed in the morning, and to motivate themselves to do the most basic tasks, let alone putting on clothes, going out, possibly going among people to ride public transport to where the nice trees are. Ugh. Also, the season/weather might be all wrong for enjoyment outside. Also, even temporary enjoyment outside might not cure a medical condition that you obviously do not understand.
"Just motivate yourself" is not a solution for not being able to motivate oneself. Please stop.
I know it's a serious topic, I've been diagnosed with depression several years ago, that's why I just let my simple experience with it, that goes well with ideas developed in the article, of natural & risk-free drug/treatments alternatives
Stop with with "you aren't qualified" crap. This is an internet forum where anyone can contribute their own thoughts. Do you actually want only certified mental health professionals to be able to comment on these threads?
"It's helped me, but everyone's depression is different" is not the same as "this will help you, just snap out of it".
The Internet would be a better place for everybody if people were spreading less medical misinformation. I contribute my own thoughts on this matter.