I have struggled for years on the margins of the workforce. I am intelligent and I have a college degree. I just don't seem to be able to break into a professional career. Part of the problem is I don't even know what I want to focus on. It is very unrewarding, for me, to focus on something and not be able to get paid doing. Ideally I would like to be able to get into an apprenticeship program or self study for IT certificates like A+, Network+. I see IBM offers various training courses for free and I am starting to participate in those. A concern I have is will I be able to get a job just having passed some IBM courses or completed some certificates. It seems almost all professional jobs fall into one of two categories: internships and on the job training programs for recent graduates (college to work pipeline) and jobs that require N years of previous work experience in x, y, z. My work experience sucks because I have been employed in low skill jobs for years and I don't qualify for the recent graduate programs that various companies offer. So I am really interested in an apprenticeship or a job where I can start at low level and learn and grow on the job so as to fulfil my potential. I have worked at large number of jobs at small, medium and even a few larger companies. My experience has been that there is frequently no path from e.g. mail room clerk to project manager.
So I guess what I am asking are, are the IBM and other IT self study, certificate programs really worth my time in that they will help me get a job as an intelligent person with a college degree (not in CS) but with years of bad work experience since college?
Are there software, hardware apprentice programs? I have seen IBM has "new collar."
What's the best use of my time?
I guess I wish there was kind of like a guidance counsellor for adults. I don't know what the hell to do with myself and this is worrying me because I make little money, I am not developing skills, and time goes by.