I'm sorry you're so upset about this. It's not easy on any of us and it's been handled appallingly. But there really is no need to call someone that disagrees with you a "lockdown ####" and fantasise about violence upon them.
I'm not saying this as some sort of point of argument or to belittle you - it really sounds like you could use someone to talk through this with.
I'm calling for less locking down, but done earlier so that it can be shorter, and I'm largely talking about how it could have been done better last year. If that's enough for you to want to physically harm me, I really think you need to get that support.
I'd rather we go back in time and not normalize draconian, authoritarian restrictions on everyday life.