- Depressed
- Anxious
- Covid-induced (likely) brain fog (maybe the depression/anxiety also is from presumably having covid back in April)
- Can't find a freelance client
- Broke
- Want a passion project
- Want to be part of a co-op not a cog in a machine
- Want to be on a team again
- Can't pick a side project to work on for some cashflow
- Too busy promoting my gofundme to pay rent
- Want to be a game dev this week
- Will want to be a systems dev next week
- Wanted to be a blockchain dev last week
- ADHD (apparent?)
- Mid-life crisis? Or is it just covid brain
- Wow, this has been catharctic just free-writing like this.
- Are you still reading this?
- Really bad schedule
- Brain struggling with organization
- MOTIVATION <--- mostly that..or the lack thereof.
- I'm 41, I guess as senior a dev as you can be in php/vue, feel like a junior dev, imposter syndrome.