Not OP, but I feel similarly. I'm going to go get the vaccine as soon as I can because what's the alternative? I want to go to concerts and travel again. If I don't get the vaccine my choices are: 1) not care and probably get COVID-19, which has a chance of developing the same autoimmune issues that have been discussed 2) hide in my room for another unspecified length of time.

It is at this point that I remind myself of all the other dangerous things that I do: driving, motorcycling, rock climbing, skiing, etc.

The risk of long term side effects is worth the benefit of spinning up the global economy again.