They seem to think that if I can be 200% focused some of the time, why can't I be like that all of the time?
For some it's all take take take.
They seem to think that if I can be 200% focused some of the time, why can't I be like that all of the time?
For some it's all take take take.
However, from the average manager's perspective...
What happens if one of these two takes a vacation, and you decide to put in the sprint something that the other one sucks at? (Planning? What planning? This is Agile!)
What happens if you later decide you could save some money by moving one of them to another project, and leaving the other one to handle it all?
Also, what if one of them asks for a raise?
Also, in terms of focusing, what's helped me is to find a single, non-lyrical, instrumental, ambient track, and just put it on loop for the whole work day. It's been easier to think/less distracting to not hear and process language or have to find the next track that I'm in the mood for, and I believe in some way it helps my mind stay focused on my thought processes related to my work through patterns the mind makes with the looping of the track.
I don't mean to detract from your personal issues. However, I would suggest that you work on finding a position that allows you to average out your productivity better over the course of a week.
This is by sleight of hand changed into a commitment to make it in two weeks, 100% sure. Then, 20% of time, developers are blamed for not fulfilling their committments or not estimating correctly. But they did!
If the most important thing for you is getting your commitments done with as high probability as possible, have a three-week sprint, but estimate only for two. Even this will fail once in a while, but less often. And maybe let developers work on the tasks of their choice in the remaining time. Autonomy, yeah!
"Two weeks on average" literally means it could be less but just as often it could also be more. If it is always two weeks or less, then it is not two weeks on average. What if it is always exactly two weeks, not a day more or less? No, that level of precision simply does not happen in real life.