Now, normally I'd say we need to push through this. But I think instead we need to give ourselves some space given the current circumstances: We're in the middle of a global pandemic and in the US we're in the middle of some political and epistemological upheaval that's actually making the pandemic worse for us than it is for many other countries. So maybe we need to figure this out for a bit?
I find myself reading a lot of history and philosophy now trying to figure out how we got here - that seems to be where my drive is at this point. Maybe take a break. Don't try to force it - it's like falling asleep, the harder you try, the more impossible it becomes.