Your comment highlights so many problems with our industry so poignantly, and at the same time is an extremely sad personal story...

I don’t actually know what to say as encouragement but I do feel for you :(

I was in a similar position to you on your last job, and after looking at every single company I could think of in my city (London) I ended up finding just one that seemed good in all possible counts...

Maybe there is a company out there that you’d like to work for? My approach was to filter by the product, and only look into working for companies whose end product I thought was good and interesting.

Best of luck and don’t give up!!