- my migraines last 4 hours and happen once every 3-6 months, and there are people who have 72hs long migraines, or migraine every few days
- I could've had cluster headache instead. People suffering from those call them "suicide headache" and are known to hit their head against different objects, because losing consciousness or felling other pain is preferable to it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OO5oDaG45kE
The nickname of "suicide headache" is absolutely earned. Your face contains some of the most painful nerves in your body. Light them all up like a christmas tree, and keep it lit for months. Drive an icepick into your eye and keep that pain there for months. There is no escape. The pain can and will drive you from sleep, and there is basically no pain medication that will do anything noticeable.
I would never wish this upon anyone. Friend or foe.
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All that being said, pain is a deeply personal thing. If your migraines are putting you in the worst pain that you know, then that's the very worst thing that you know. Coping with it means that you're dealing, and deserve sympathy, and understanding.
I don't get migraines, never have, so I don't understand what it's like. You have my sympathy for it. I am sorry that you suffer is this way, and I wish that it wasn't something that you consider part of your normal. I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain. Your living with it, is something to be proud of.