I agree, don’t get me wrong. I’m all for that mentality and generally draw the boundaries between work and life. However, in this precarious time, I need to find another job.

Yeah.. Ideally you can find a job that plays to your strength. If you don't like and aren't good with this type of work, it's probably a sign that you should focus on something you find easy and like. It's easy to be good when you really enjoy something