As a christian I feel this is a major thing: the realization that you can be perfectly innocent in that you:
- didn't do anything that any law can punish you for
- wasn't aware of doing anything wrong as you were doing it
yet you are far from perfect and when you minutes/days/years later you realize despite your best intentions you still bragged/discriminated/were unfair/went too far/didn't go far enough/etc and you'll be sorry and wish you could do better.
To keep this interesting to everyone in this audience I think I'll avoid going further into the topic unless anyone asks but for anyone particularly interested I'll say that I think this is what Paul grapples with in in Romans 7.
https://activechristianity.org/who-will-deliver-me-from-this...
I started by reading the top but it actually covers a lot of the topics in this thread from a christian perspective.