I can't really understand how you see yourself as 'good' in these circumstances?

Look at it from another perspective. You've got a property sitting empty for most of the year, driving up property values, so you can have a holiday on e a year.

You're making poor use of that property, and you want people to give you money, even though you could sell it? You need Zero help, you are not in a position of needing food, your children hungry, or being kicked out of your home. You create no, or at least negligible, employment for others.

You essentially think people would want to give you money so you can go on holiday next July?