I wonder if there is something in your immune system, maybe genetic or your viral experience, that determines how well your body will cope with this new virus. There are reports of really old people (I read a 103 and 99 year old's stories) who recovered from a bout, yet my niece lost a 30 year old friend.
I guess its like debugging an app you have never seen and the source code is in a language you barely know; everything seems like a clue as to what is going wrong, yet much of what you think it's doing is simply a mystery because you don't understand enough.
Even in 2020 there are mysteries in the human body we simply don't understand yet.