For once, I am glad that I kept faith in yellow metal.
You're just paying fees for no reason. Is it just some tax trick to keep long term capital gains for the index funds? (does it even work like that?)
According to https://goldprice.org/ it's +16.57% on the year
Also, it's still doing WAY better than stocks.
I guess you're talking about the 1-year price change.
Source: goldprice.org