> I hope they work for some, but for me, SSRI's are frankly, trash. All the downsides with none of the upsides.
They absolutely work for many people. Unfortunately, many people deprive themselves of SSRI trials because they read too many negative anecdotes online. If you're seriously depressed for an extended period of time, it's worth a trial of an SSRI medication. If it doesn't work, just taper off and be done with it. At least you'll know.
> The only thing that worked was Imipramine, and I can't get it anymore because it's "old" and "not recommended".
That's bizarre. Imipramine is still widely prescribed with over a million prescriptions per year in the United States alone. If it works for you and your doctor is withholding it for some reason, please see a different doctor ASAP.
Given your strange and definitely not-normal experience with the medical system, can I suggest that you refrain from giving advice to others? I'm sorry you've had a negative experience with SSRIs and doctors, but it's extremely important that you not dissuade others from seeking proper medical treatment.
> If you're anti-depressant resistant, I'd recommend you try Gabapentin, a seemingly overlooked drug that works wonders for anxiety and depression. Quick tolerance buildup, do not give in and try to go over ~2g/day.
I recommend against Gabapentin as a first-line or even a second-line treatment. "Quick tolerance buildup" is not compatible with long term treatment stability. Gabapentin can be prescribed in limited circumstances for anxiety, but it's not a good first choice solution.
> The somewhat similar Phenibut also works, but it's a direct GABA agonist with terrible withdrawal symptoms and an extremely fast tolerance buildup.
Please don't recommend Phenibut. It's not an antidepressant. It's highly addictive and has severe rebound and withdrawal symptoms. Drugs that make you temporarily feel good should not be confused with antidepressant drugs.