This is a serious question
This is not to say that the intelligence services don’t target people for surveillance or physical attack. They do. But what you’re saying doesn’t add up. It’s possible you may be suffering from paranoid delusions.
If you go and speak to a psychiatric professional, in the case that you are not delusional, it will not harm you. In the case that you are, they will help you detect that and assist you appropriately.
Good luck, and I hope things get better for you.
You should suffer no harm by seeking a professional opinion on the matter.
Let’s not try to diagnose anyone here and just get them pointed in the right direction for answers.
What are you a whistle-blower regarding?
"Iwan Danilo Krüger" returns no hits in Google, so telling us that this is who you are like we're supposed to know this name seems nonsensical...
Can you answer my question about what incident you're a whistle-blower for?
I'm really trying to take you seriously, but I feel like sneak is right, and you may be suffering some sort of paranoid delusion. Hard evidence of your claims would go a long way...