Here's some adult advice, for both the OP and HN in general.
Space is a waste of time unless you're a government or a bored billionaire. Objects are too far, and lift is now a commodity.
(SpaceX will probably end up shutting down due to lack of lift demand, hence their polluting the sky with micro satellites now.)
So if you really want a career in space, go join an existing company or agency.
However, there's a lot of smaller aviation-related projects that are equally challenging, but more affordable.
Examples of recent remarkable aviation advances are:
- Robinson Helicopter (world's largest-volume mfg)
- Williams small jet engines (started in cruise missiles, now certified for civil use)
- uAvionix ADS-B tailBeacon (first affordable ADS-B transponder)
- Scaled Composites' projects. The whole reason Rutan used composites was to make wings 10x faster. You can do that too.
There's room for anybody (who wants to spend their savings) on:
- composite mfg. techniques
- applying the latest in electronics (without competing with Garmin)
- willing to navigate the FAA TSO process
- installing ADS-B. It's literally a gold rush until 2021.
- be like Mike Busch, the world's top aviation entrepreneurial mind: