Try
http://www.math.smith.edu/~callahan/intromine.html which is a very conceptual and simulation-focused calculus curriculum, without so much symbol twiddling.
The concepts of calculus (the mathematics of motion and change) are absolutely fundamental across science, but being able to get closed-form solutions to tricky indefinite integrals (while an enjoyable puzzle) is only marginally useful per se.
> work through khan academy
YMMV, but I don’t find KA to be especially pedagogically enlightened. I think of it as roughly an average-quality high school lecture videotaped, plus a big pile of mindless exercises. It’s still nice that it exists: it makes a quality floor for students with below-average teachers, and is free for everyone in the world, without any forced schedule.
You’ll get roughly the same result from just reading a standard introductory textbook and working the problems.
For better results, if you can afford the time, hire / find a private tutor to meet with regularly face to face.