Thanks, i wish you also all the best to reach 1k soon as well. I know I sound a bit manic, but its not an artificial mood change thats the reason for my personal development but the perspective that i can influence how i feel. That i am not trapped in what ever behavior and thought pattern I am currently in. Its like i tried to solve 3d problems in 2d and now know that there is an additional axis i am actually making progress. Even if all the positive development would vanish due to outside circumstances tomorrow, I now know that I can work on my self and how to do that.