The Acid Farmers
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Or in other words, the transitions were smoother and continuous rather than discrete.
I've thought about mushrooms/psylobicin instead but I really would like my first 'journey' to be proper old school 60's LSD not your modern china-made 'one molecule off' RC.
A wise old head once told me the drug would find me once I am ready.
Here is my playlist. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLjIYRqpIFecr00pZcfWM4...
Don't worry too much about the 60's. What you really want is an aesthetic which overlaps a lot (but isn't identically equal to) the 60's.
Try and find a tree swaying in the wind, or something which moves at similar speeds with difficult to track shapes. Fireworks are also nice.
Your sense of time is wrong. Set yourself a deadman switch. Use your phone to set a 20 min timer, and when it goes off acknowledge it and then reset it.
Stare at a bright spot or a lightbulb for a few seconds then close your eyes. The after image will look like it got chopped up in frequency space.
Do it with a friend.
Give yourself 8 hours. This is a whole day affair.
Ignore the old head and get on the darknet or find an in person broker.
I have heard of much success regarding shrooms and LSD in curbing alcoholism. Perhaps it spawns a deep introspective process for the person.
It can for some. It can terrorize others. And some people just giggle a lot.
For sure there are dangerous chemicals that are available too, but there are cheap testing kits to let you know if you are dealing with a true lysergamide or one of these more dangerous RCs. If I was to buy LSD, I'd feel far more confident buying it from a reputable online vendor than some dude in the parking lot of a Phish concert.
As for mushrooms, the amount of psilocybin in a gram of mushroom can vary by a factor of 4, so even though it is a natural source, it is still a crap shoot.
How does one find a reputable online vendor? I think a lot of people are scared of the dark web because of how hard it is to avoid being tracked online these days. And even then, how much do you trust the guy who's clearly operating illegally?
Your only worry is LE but since acid is a tiny piece of paper the chance of that getting caught in the mail is negligible. Use a test kit to verify it's actual lsd.
Browse around or ask questions on the forums. Reputation is everything on darknet markets, a reputable seller from your own country is highly unlikely to do you wrong.
Read Erowid.
The Five S's: Source: Know about where you're getting it so you know you're getting what you think you're getting. Self: How do you respond to this chemical? What brings you comfort, what brings you stress? What might you want and not want around? Setting: Where are you? Who is around you? Set: What is your mindset and intention for this experience?
For "Source"; I recommend something I call the "Wine Test". You don't need to know anything about wine to know if someone else does; get them talking and see if they have lots of details. If your prospective source is paying attention, they'll know what people's experiences have been on what they're supplying. They'll care about it being at least a good thing, if not exactly the right thing. If they're apathetic, or only care about your cash, walk away.
For "Set", I recommend a little intentionality ceremony. Hold the dose in your head, contemplate what you're looking for out of the experience, and say it aloud as one part prayer and one part benediction. A good fallback is "We who are about to do this accept all foreseen and unforeseen consequences."
To avoid / handle bad trips, just start changing things. Change at least one thing, then change at least one other thing, repeat until better. Music has a huge effect, so generally, start by changing that.
Finally, repeat after me: Cars are hard. Fire is hot. If you think you can fly, start from the ground.
A hippy in motion stays in motion; a hippy at rest stays at rest. Roughly speaking, if you start a trip laying down, you'll keep laying down. If you start it active, you'll stay active. I recommend trying a good stretching routine while it comes up.
Only once have I run across somebody who wanted to trip twice in the same week, and I think he was just following habits ingrained in him by his previous cocaine problem.
Still, there would be outliers. If availability were higher, I would be worried about the few for which this isn't the case. They might cause some significant harm to their sanity.
Is that possible?
The drug counselor at my college, when asked by someone in the audience at a presentation he was giving about drug history, which drug would be the least harmful to use if someone wanted to, said immediately, "LSD."
A collective gasp was let out by the crowd, especially considering he'd just said earlier it would take smoking 15 pounds of marijuana in 30 minutes to OD on it. That seemed pretty darn safe.
I've had a few bad trips. It's a bit like being seasick. At first you worry you're going to die, then you worry you're not going to die.
Psychedelics are amazing and life changing but they can also put you through mental torture in ways you can't imagine until you've experienced it.
That is not the way 99% of people drug-taking people approach drugs. They get offered it and they go 'yeah ok!'. Bad trips would happen all the time if it was as popular as weed or booze.
Several fellow psychonauts agreed that a certain friend could reap great benefits from it but after he tried it he was like, "meh". Over the following four years we did it together six times and on the last one he was like "woah, ok, now I respect this chemical". Similar dosage each time.
Different trips take you different places.
I'm not trying to demonize the drug, just saying that there are definitely people who can and do abuse it, and those people are a not-insignificant portion of users. Just go talk to any OG deadhead if you don't think people used LSD as a party drug.
But drugs are so remarkably different from each other. I wish we treated them as such. If there wasn't already the drug <-> party association I don't think a first time LSD user would be very likely to rediscover it.
Why don't you warn the readers of the chance of dying on it because you think you can fly? Or acid-flashbacks? They're scary! Giant insects are everywhere. Whhooooooo!
I said "powerful", because it is. The means that it should be approached in a thoughtful and respectful manner, just like other powerful things.
If people think they can fly on acid, I would suggest they try it out and take off from the ground first
Getting flashbacks to that SP episode where the San Fran people smell their own farts with that sentence.
The means that it should be approached in a thoughtful and respectful manner, just like other powerful things.
Cars are incredibly powerful too, and used by the masses. The result is endless suburbia and drivers killing people because they are distracted or reckless or impaired.
Best to keep it to the enthusiasts. It's good that acid has avoided success at all costs.
I'm not disagreeing with your larger point, but I wanted to point out that neither of the "risks" you're talking about are real.
1. The "LSD makes you think you can fly" story originates with the story of Diane Linkletter[1], who jumped to her death from her kitchen window. Her father, Art Linkletter, was a famous radio/TV personality, and he spread the story that she had died due to LSD. But she had a history of depression and there's no evidence she was on LSD when she jumped, let alone evidence she thought she could fly. So it's more likely her death was an ordinary suicide.
2. Acid flashbacks--where LSD is stored somewhere in the body and released unexpectedly at a later date--don't even make sense. LSD is an unstable molecule which decomposes easily, and cannot survive in the human body long-term. HPPD[2] is a real risk of LSD, but doesn't exhibit the symptoms people usually attribute to an LSD flashback. Additionally, flashbacks are a diagnostic criteria for PTSD, acute stress disorder, or OCD[3].
[1] https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/the-scarlet-linkletter/
[2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_persisting_percep...
> Eh, I think it's pretty good that it's only really taken by enthusiasts. It's not really a party drug, IME it's for drug nerds who want to 'expand their mind' etc. If everyone and their dog was taking it on a friday night to have fun, the world would be a much worse place IMO.
It completely misrepresented my initial comment:
> It's a pity that such a powerful drug has been demonized.
What is untrue about that statement? 1. LSD is a powerful drug 2. The public has been taught to be afraid of it without understanding it. 3. For those who have experienced moments of "enlightenment" on it, could lead a reasonable person to think that there is value in the drug, they might reasonably concur that it is a pity that a powerful drug that could possibly change millions of lives for the better.
I don't know why you started ranting about people thinking they can fly etc. If you know anything about the drug you know that a bad experience can involve no physical harm.
My argument is that it's naive to think that the average punter should start casually taking LSD. It's powerful, as you yourself thought out.
What is or is not a party drug is really down to the individual (and the party...)
Alcohol hangovers are not getting better with age and I don't enjoy weed at all. LSD in small doses is safe, controllable and, for myself, replaces alcohol. Get 10 tabs - test+try in advance and it will last for a long time when used like this.
> Of course, the drug dose does not produce the transcendent experience. It merely acts as a chemical key — it opens the mind, frees the nervous system of its ordinary patterns and structures. The nature of the experience depends almost entirely on set and setting. Set denotes the preparation of the individual, including his personality structure and his mood at the time. Setting is physical — the weather, the room's atmosphere; social — feelings of persons present towards one another; and cultural — prevailing views as to what is real. It is for this reason that manuals or guide-books are necessary. Their purpose is to enable a person to understand the new realities of the expanded consciousness, to serve as road maps for new interior territories which modern science has made accessible.
— Timothy Leary, The Psychedelic Experience: A Manual Based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Set_and_setting
LSD merely gets you "high as a Lord".
Leonard Orr used to help people have very profound healing "trips" using set and setting and oxygen (hyperventilation) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rebirthing_(breathwork)
If you want to explore your inner world in a responsible way, a few LSD trips with deliberate set and setting might be educational, but it's much safer and easier to just use hypnosis and/or meditation.
Stan Grof of course (one of the original LSD psychotherapists) has developed breathwork into a substitute for psychedelic work over many years.
Kary Mullis was on acid[1] when he invented PCR, which is responsible for the field of modern genetics.
Probably a lot, lot more from people who wouldn't admit to it.
[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kary_Mullis#Use_of_hallucinoge...
I don't think he was on acid at the moment of the conceptualization of PCR, though- the origin story most people tell involves him driving a car at night to a conference (I guess that doesn't preclude being on LSD). When I met him in person, I couldn't get him to give a straight answer to any question I asked (I think he was suffering from dementia).
TBH I'd be really surprised if academics were taking LSD in '52-53, although there was definitely a long period where basically anybody could order it in quantity from Sandoz. Of course, from MK-Ultra we know the CIA was giving it to people around that time (including dosing agents), and by the early 60s, universities like Stanford were giving it to research study participants (Ken Kesey, Robert Hunter, etc).
What a shame that a great original thinker like Mullis ends up with dementia. It's crazy that solving aging isn't a #1 international priority.
I was able to visualize four dimensional structures on LSD. I can't see it "instinctually" anymore, but I had a vision of our universe as the 3D surface of a 4D hypersphere, and from that perspective it's subjective whether you consider the entirety of the universe inside of you or outside of you. After coming down I thought it was probably some nonsense that my brain dreamt up, but I analogized it as a 2D surface of a 3D sphere and it makes complete sense. Drawing a circle on a sphere and calling one side of the line you draw the "inside" is completely subjective—we just tend to call the smaller side inside. If you grow the circle to the greatest meridian of the sphere, which side is now "inside"? Is my brain on the inside and the universe on the outside, or is the universe on the inside and my brain on the outside?
I also kept seeing (when I say "see", it isn't the type of hallucination that appears like a real object in front of you, these all form in my mind's eye but are more vivid than what I can usually visualize) these grid-like, branching "corridors". I'm not sure what the best term for it would be and it may have not been 4 dimensional per se, but I don't think the way it's laid out would work in 3 dimensions. It was like I was floating in an intersection with rows (x), columns (y), and aisles (z) passing through me. A lot of this is hard to visualize when not tripping.
This is the internal/external split which is a fundamental problem in psychology and sociology. I don't think it's solvable.
I'm no puritan but it just seems to me like a taking acid is a huge risk to take with one's mental health.
I don't think it's as big a risk as you seem to think. The people who I have met who have had bad trips did not see lasting side effects, though they did take a while to wear off.
I'm sure someone else will post it, but if this is something you genuinely want to know more about, read "How to Change Your Mind".
But ya freakouts do happens and acid casualties are most definitely a thing.
Enough, for me, has been 1x 10mm diazepam (Valium) followed by another 1x 10mg diazepam one hour later if I also want to go to sleep.
Or approximately equivalent alprazolam (Xanax) or temazepam.
I don’t regret taking acid in general though.
There are certainly risks of engaging in dangerous behaviors while intoxicated, and possibly risks of precipitating latent psychotic predispositions, but its really amazing how non-toxic it is in the physical sense.
I’m okay now, but it was tough for a couple years and I still struggle with anxiety.
At lower doses, you don't have a whole lot to fear, as long as you don't do anything stupid like try to drive.
Also generally drug quality is highly variable unless you are very well connected and informed: I've seen young kids take whatever is available and then things go ugly pear shaped (surprise, surprise). Very very bad for health and brain to take what you can get: bad effects can permanently scar your mind and body. At least only take something you have seen someone else take more than 24 hours ago, and take from the exact same batch, as that will filter the very worst stuff out.
You also know the upsides, so there is a risk vs reward calculation.
Not true at all in my experience. Psychedelics are currently studied to alleviate phobias and anxieties and seem to be quite successful at it. My experience matches that. Set and setting is the most important thing in this regard.
Maybe in a clinical setting, or at micro-doses.
Recommending "self-treating" with something that risks panic attacks or far worse is simply dangerous.
Find a good specialist if you have a problem.
Not that I haven’t had a bad trip, but when I did it was a result of a clear failure to respect set and setting. Changing the setting put things back on track so I’d characterize it as a “meh” trip rather than a bad one.
Often I experience a massive reduction in anxiety for several weeks following a trip so overall I’d say it’s been very beneficial for me.