Maybe you can work for a while for hotlines. For peoples who are in an extremesituation. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline maybe? So you can talk with people who think/feel same and maybe you have a solution for their problems. Maybe this could be a solution to your problem, too. Or invent a hotline for stressed programmers. Depressions can have different roots. When you know its because youre stressed by programming,then dont do it for money. Do it only for yourself and try something new. I now ask my self, what would they answear to you when you call them and ask for a job?

And if you had always been handed, maybe you should go on a trip. Go visit other countrys, see other peoples problems maybe you could solve, go see how they live. The whole world needs different solutions for many problems.