PrEP is hard to get, my doctor outright refused to prescribe it to me, they said they were not comfortable doing so
My husband and me both take prep, his first Doctor refused since it promoted "promiscuity" and would only prescribe it if you are in a relationship with someone positive.
Which is bull.
Find a new doctor that is actually sex positive and won't refuse it for stupid reasons.
(Admittedly I am lucky where I am though to have a doctors office that focuses on LGBT issues, which happens to include HIV prevention/care)