It turns out I really enjoy type theory, category theory, and formal mathematics. I also care about liability, reliability, and safety. And all I can do is study in my own time, which I do freely, in order to catch up. And I will never get a research position or work at a startup where I can put these skills and ideas to the test.
Oh well. I will still work on the libffi integration in the community Lean fork and will try to get Lean working on AWS Lambda and GCP, etc.
If you're younger and starting out -- don't neglect maths! It is far more useful than the programming language du jour. The former is how you weather the constant flux of the latter. And how you solve hard problems.