Cheap FPGA boards for educational purposes: https://store.digilentinc.com/fpga-for-beginners/
The software is free: https://www.xilinx.com/products/design-tools/ise-design-suit...
The hard part is several semesters worth of textbooks to go through that cover digital logic (try Mano's "Digital Design: With an Introduction to the Verilog HDL" to start with) through computer architecture in order to know what to do with the board.