Tiananmen Square: China 30 Years On
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This is an article reflecting on an event where several thousand innocent young activists were killed by the Chinese government. I think most "Westerns" within my filter bubble have zero reason to be disappointed by China's inspiring economic successes, but have many reasons disappointed with modern China's continuing record of human rights violations e.g. against the Uighurs, Falun Gong, political dissidents, and most recently victims of its draconian social credit score program. Though I suppose in the current state of geopolitical affairs, between Xi, Putin, Trump, May, Erdogan, Duterte, Morrison, Bolsonaro, etc. there is plenty of disappointment to go around.
What you are doing is equivalent to holocaust denial, you are ignoring facts in favor of a narrative that you prefer.
When people criticize Chinese cultural evolution of the past few decades they are talking about people exactly like you.
I highly encourage you to take a long look at your assumed biases, and try to view your countries history from an objective perspective that is not colored by your state media.