> I'm not in shape to start a company because I don't have any sort of overarching passion that will keep me motivated no matter what, nor do I have any monetizable hobbies or interests. I also have serious doubts about my programming skill, let alone ability to run a business. Everything I've been interested in making already exists in a form better than I can ever do myself. (That ought to be a wonderful thing in itself, but my selfish ego demands that I personally make a difference somewhere.)
I believe I know the answer you seek, but I'm not sure if my body will
hold out long enough to type it. The details of my health are my own, but
it should suffice to say that moving and even typing come at a price.When I was near your age a dear friend of mine, Regina Riley, was kind enough to share an important bit of wisdom; When you say, "I'm Bored," you are actually saying, "I'm Boring."
For many people, it can be a very harsh revelation.
The additional difficult revelation is; fascinating people are fascinated, and fascination is a choice.
An alternate, but equally accurate, way to phrase it is; interesting people are interested, and interest is a choice.
You must choose to be interested. You must choose to be fascinated. It might be a thing, or a field, or a topic, or even another person. Your choice is an investment, and every investment has a price. It may or may not be the very best investment you could make, but it is guaranteed to pay off in some way.
In taking the time to type this, I chose to have an interest in you as a fellow human being, and I made an investment at a higher price than most must pay to post an opinion on a forum. I could flatter myself with the effort I've put forth to type this. I could flatter myself with believing I spotted the root of your problem. I could flatter myself with making a difference in your life by sharing something that was shared with me.
I don't need self-important flattery, and I honestly have no clue if this will be helpful to you in any way. It may have been a poor choice of investments.
None the less, I'm happily content with just knowing I tried my best to be interested and invested in helping another human being. I decided to be interesting. Can you say the same?