Couldn't you learn this concept, grow as a programmer, and become more hirable in the process?
It seems like you've decided you're not capable of teaching yourself through it.
It seems like you've decided you're not capable of teaching yourself through it.
Also, read _Purely Functional Data Structures_ by Chris Okasaki. Unlike (say) CLRS (http://mitpress.mit.edu/algorithms/), it's even a pretty short book.
http://ask.metafilter.com/158740/You-were-doing-it-wrong
Somewhere in there, about half way down, is
Was 30 before I realized that it's not cheating to study to learn something or to work hard at something to get better at it.