My totally paranoid way of working
blog.sugarenia.com
blog.sugarenia.com
Her 'process' for design is pretty much exactly why I'm not a designer. At all. Some people can find that inspiration quickly and bang out 3 drafts of a site in no time. Instead, I follow her pattern and agonize over it for hours or days before finding some small spark that gives me an idea. It's just too painful to go through daily.
I hear you - I often question my motives. I simply cannot come up with so many ideas for the same thing at the same time.
But when it works, it's awesome.