what's your motivation for eating fish/vegetarian? it sounds like you really want meat and your current situation is a kind of sacrifice?
I eventually decided I didn't care about fish that much - but I decided that I would eventually eat fish again years before I finally did. Yes, it's a compromise of my original ethical judgement, but it's one I can live with.
"how often are you in nowhere, US?"
and that's about how often I eat fish. To me it's just a less bad choice, which in my brain is still a net positive gain on the meal.