Just so you know, because it sound like nobody told you... you really need to taper those drugs or the chance of seizure goes way up. It's not like other addictions, you can't just cold turkey benzos or alcohol if you've been using them daily for a long time. It can literally kill you, and you won't see it coming.

There's various schedules on how to do it, here's a good starting point: https://www.aafp.org/afp/2017/1101/p606.html

My personal rule is to never be taking benzos for more than 3 days in a row, to avoid being in a dangerous withdrawal situation.