>This makes me being too dumb to work there burn even more.
I looked at your profile and saw this:
>a failure of a hacker who doesn't have the energy to do much of anything anymore
Failure of a hacker? Pardon my language, but I fucking doubt it. Prove me wrong and tell me why you're a failure, please.
I find myself falling into this ridiculous trap all the time. It's easy to do too... I mean, holy shit, I'm posting on hacker news, a place where multi-millionaires posting about their wildly successful startups is the norm.
I'll find myself thinking that I'm a failure because I don't work at facebook, and I'll probably never be rubbing shoulders with people at the googleplex. I mean...my god, what a total worthless waste of space I am that I'm not a member of the top %0.001 of programmers in the US? Because my office isn't in some uber-cool San Francisco loft? Because cisco isn't employing a team of engineers to try and build switches that can handle the amounts of traffic that my data-center crushing websites produce? Because I'm not routinely completely changing the game in application development?
That's ridiculous. I really really really highly doubt that you're a "failure of a hacker", the fact that you post here pretty much proves that you're not.