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Wow.

Your comment made something click for me: I just realised that I'm losing this ability somehow.

I'm in my late twenties, and as a teenager I was very into reading novels, very dreamy and would daydream constantly about things ( real-world situations, memories, or fantastic ideas).Nowadays I barely get into fiction, pretty much all I read is either technical or essays, and it's been a while since I have a memorable dream. My memory is horrible for personal events too.

I don't know whether this development of my personality is due of barely being able to see something in my mind, or the other way around - but I just tried, and realized that I can't do it anymore. I try to visualize a car, or a landscape, and I just can't, only abstract concepts come to my mind. I'm only getting flashes of an image when trying to "see" familiar faces, like those of my family.

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Interesting. I'm in my early 30s and also feel my ability is declining. I recall at age 23 arriving in a new country and being able to recall in detail my whole drive in and first day. Can not imagine such things now. I can recall the day, and move through it, but without colours and few images. The data is there, but I can't see it, if that makes sense.

Any head injuries, antibiotic use or other big changes?

(Not sure about antibiotics, but I did lose some pre sleep visualations after a course of them, I think)

I can relate to a lot you are saying.

I am aphantasic at least since I'm 14. I definitly wasn't (as) aphantasic around the age of 10-12. I used to daydream a lot back then, and when reading fiction I had an image in my mind how those characters looked. In a way I still daydream when I don't constantly distract myself with my phone, I just shifted to "daydreaming" in more abstract concepts instead of visual imagery. And while most of my reading has shifted to technical and other nonfiction work, I very much still enjoy fiction.

Though as I am typing this out I am questioning my motives for liking fiction. I like fiction mostly for exploration of moral and ethics, as well as philosophical questions. Basically I read fiction to further my understanding of the world, which is the same reason I read a lot of non-fiction.

Yes, my experience is very similar. I do enjoy novels and sagas such as A song of Ice and Fire, but what I enjoy is the accumulation of information (plot, lineages, scheming, conspiracies, etc). It's all abstract. I find myself glancing over most of the descriptions, since they're nothing more than empty filler for me.

If I try to play an RPG game now, instead of enjoying the feeling of being inside a new world I'm just eagerly waiting for new plot developments while being frustrated at having to walk through places that the old me would have loved to explore.

Try playing chess. I found the visualisation the game demands to have greatly increased my enjoyment of fiction—the visuals become so much more detailed.

Are you on a low-carb diet by any chance? I only ask because I've been on one for a while and one reason I suspect I'm having similar effects as you're describing is maybe because of long-term consequences of carb restriction.

interesting hypothesis. i have been on keto for quite some time a year ago until i decided that it's not for me as it makes me totally numb and uncreative. and i have complete aphantasia, i don't see anything in my mind at all. but that has always been the case. maybe there is a correlation between the need for carbs and aphantasia? soo, that is very anecdotal - does anybody else share this kind of symptoms when on carb restriction?

Nope, doesn't fit for me. I work out and I guess I have a pretty high metabolism because I've always been quite thin, so I put that advantage to good use by not exactly eating clean - I eat plenty of fast food.

It could be some sort of deficiency though.

Why do you suspect that?

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