Being impatient is not something you are, but something you have become. Arguably, lots of social media exacerbate this issue. I would recommend you try to improve, as impatience will be very detrimental towards doing mathematics.
Without further details, it's hard to know what your current level is. Most math bootcamps cover algebra and calculus. A great high school level one is:
* Basic Mathematics by Lang
* Calculus Made Easy by Thompson
If that is too simplistic, try a Math 55 like approach:
* Linear Algebra Done Right by Axler
* Principles of Mathematical Analysis by Rudin
You can replace Axler by Finite-Dimensional Vector Spaces by Halmos. But it's harder. Sadly the latest edition of Axler has distracting pictures and boxes that have done away with some of it's TeX elegance.
You can also replace both books by Vector Calculus, Linear Algebra, and Differential
Forms: A Unified Approach, by Hubbard & Hubbard.
An alternative route is to do a bootcamp where logic and abstract algebra is the area of focus. I've never seen such a course offered to beginners, but I think it'd be great if you are later focusing on things like formal methods.