Psychedelics helped me a lot but I'm in a good place today where I only vape a little weed. No drinking or smoking. Cutting down on porn a LOT! Still hard to completely avoid to be honest until I have a steady again.

I am starting to just lay out everything in front of me as a CHOICE. I can feed the side of me that is a world-class designer and a sincere servant to society OR feed the hedonistic self-destructive megalomaniac that will probably die unfulfilled.

Pretty easy choice when I lay it out like that...