That's how people who 'hate' math feel. They stare at the page, run their minds in circles and feel like they're lost in space.
I came back to mathematics as I was learning programming as an adult.
One thing I cannot stand is the general lack of definitions. My mind is oriented to programming where anything outside of the language must be defined in scope. Or maps, which have a legend and define abstract symbols.
But that's just not the case in mathematics. You read the book. Start on page one. Eventually you get to a formula. You can scrape the text all you want, but there are characters without a definition.
What's more, if you try to use other texts to find the definition, some special characters have different values. Or the forumla is defined differently.
OK. I get it. Just as with a programming language, once you pass a certain threashold, it's possible to reason past these inconsistencies and over the gaps.
My question to math-heads, is abstraction more perverse in Mathematics? Does it serve a purpose?