But i have something of interest to impart to you.
Im from a background of arranged marriages (yes, im ok with it) and my parents are currently looking for a suitor for me.
I've been rejected by ALOT of girls, and have been through almost the exact same thought process as you.
I'd gotten to the point of grovelling, being content with anything that comes my way, but now i'm realising and very quickly that i actually have a lot to offer, and the girls should be begging to come to me.
So henceforth begins my reverse marriage proposal! ;-)
Maybe i should do a blog post!