Nice vacation? All I think is footprint I'm making and how I'm destroying that very beautiful nature I wanted to visit.
Start enterprise? I'll just add another CO2 to provide people with service they don't really need to survive.
Like this new gadget? I can't buy it, I don't need it and again, just another item in vicious cycle or consumption.
But what can I do. I want my enjoyment of those stuff back. I want to be motivated to create and experience, yet I can't as I see the other side of that. I want to enjoy good stuff, but I can't.