I want so badly to like Radiolab, but honestly I feel like it's produced by ADHD'ers, for ADHD'ers.
Hell, I feel like it gives me ADHD just listening.
Hell, I feel like it gives me ADHD just listening.
Wait, what are we talking about?
Everybody with ADHD is slightly different, but for me it’s more of a disconnect between future rewards and present internal motivation. It’s not an issue when I’m talking to somebody – – that shit is all in the present and I thrive in the moment.
What I can’t do well at all is make my brain feel like a task is important, rewarding and worth doing if that reward will come far in the future.
What you say makes sense and matches the neurology. I find that maintaining my dopamine levels can be a challenge, and on the extreme end, definitely associated with fatigue severe enough to lose track in the middle of a conversation.
Problems with the reward system and executive function are definitely part of the spectrum though! I identify with the symptoms you describe.
Today I'm on wellbutrin for the first time, and Im finding it more effective than amphetamines, despite perhaps an increase in social awkwardness. YMMV