Thank you kind soul. I don’t think I am suicidal.
My father did that to us when I was 17. I will not do that to my kids.
I am just so tired.
My father did that to us when I was 17. I will not do that to my kids.
I am just so tired.
I had a brand new baby though, and every time I felt full of despair, I'd go and hold him for a bit. It helped bring me out, or at least give me a reason to live a bit longer till, my mood swung in the other direction.