Technology makes us depressed
This tech industry often just takes people’s data and market data with little privacy and security effort. We create softwares aim to capture people’s time awsy from being with real people.
I remember my priest once said during his sermon: “Technology is divding us as much as it is uniting us; we are so accessible that we have become inaccessible.”
Wherever I go, I see everyone busy occupied with their head down, looking their cell phone, as if life is feed on techology.
Sometimes at work I just message my colleagues via chat even though they might just be a seat or two away.
https://yeukhon.me
I am unfortunately too depressed to be a software engineer. A year ago today I was in psy ward. A year later I am on the verge of another psychotic breakdown.
I am ao coward to die. The person I thought would save me from misery is niw my nigtmare. Having a personality disorder and bipolar at the same time isn’t easy to get over.
I will end up in the psych ward soon. I know it.
I am yeukhon. I am an engineer, a EMT volunteer, and a student who wants to become a psychiatrist. But look at me: I am crazy.
I can help save others’ lives, but I feel hopeless and helpless.